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I feel so crap that I think I wil update this...

probably one of the worst days ever.

got a reply from strathclyde. 2 A's and summer school! fucking brilliant. I couldn't get A's at highers i was good at, what makes anyone think i can get it at a suject i DESPISE, and an ADVANCED higher?

plus the idea of sumemr school is stupid, i could be out earning money for college next year. plus whats the point in going to sumer school for 1 subject that is the hardest of of them to pass, and isn't the one i wanna go for first? the one i prefer (glasgow) is only ab AB.

and now i am being patronised. -_- ranted at without even the glimemr of thought that i might be down, infact, they know i am REALLY down, yet they persist. thank you.

i could leave school tomorrow without a farewell and not give 2 shits. it's horrible. 6th year is fucked. everyone is overly self-centred. i hate not having money either, and i know i keep saying it, but i need a job. i have tried.

haven't listened to this song in a while. tis very pretty. :)

whats also frustrating is that i have had re-install my favourite game more than 3 times today, losing most of my downloaded and saved data for it. -_- i had ideas and thigns i was gonna do with that. the one thign i know i am really good is just fucking up at my feet aswell. i know it's a game, but we all have our wee special things... poerty, art, sport, stuff like that. miens games, this one in particular. (slap)